Entry#1 DISTANCE

Distance…Does It Make The Heart Grow Fonder?

U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us
It will kill our truss
It will kill our truss
U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us

I can see it in ur eyes
Hear it in ur sighs
Feel it in ur embrace
Kno it from ur face

Build ur fence ur wall ur fortress
My light will make it fall
Build ur fence ur wall ur fortress
My light will make it fall

Ur still hurting but she is not I @ all
Ur still hurting but she is not I @ all

Don’t mek a distance between us
Don’t mek a distance between us Don’t mek a distance between us
Don’t kill our truss
Don’t kill our truss
Don’t mek a distance between us
Don’t mek a distance between us
Don’t mek a distance between us

Don’t wanna see it in ur eyes
Don’t wanna Hear it in ur sighs
Don’t wanna Feel it in ur embrace
Don’t wanna Kno it from ur face

Build ur fence ur wall ur fortress
My light will make it fall
Build ur fence ur wall ur fortress
My light will make it fall

Ur still hurting but she is not I @ all
Ur still hurting but she is not I @ all

U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us
U wanna mek a distance between us

Love is a funny thing. When I`m not feelin`someone they are usually feelin`me and when I am feelin`someone they wanna `just b friends. Romance tends to flo from cinnamon red hot to icy blu and it`s hard on this Mi`khawk woman. I had this fleeting moment this past fall when I had given up on second chances and met someone who I felt a synergy that wuz both on the physical and mental. I wuz smiling again, laughing again. Connecting with the roots of the land and the roots tied to bloodlines across generations. They say luv is blind. Wuz I blind or just projecting a perfection onto this person, because I so wanted to believe in second chances. Looking back I wish I never met this dude. He made me believe we had a possibility in this sometimes impossible fractured world. Fellas don`t take a chic to your Mom`s if u plan on breaking ish off a month or so later…it`s kinda foul and emotionally it`s kinda twisted. I felt the distance growing….sensed the signs about two weeks before I received that verbal confirmation…no no actually it wuz a text message…even sadder I kno. So I gave the distance to preserve a friendship. My challenge is I can`t seem to go full `friend`mode with this dude. And truss me I despise myself for this. I really try, but I still find ways to txt him or fb msg him just so I can make contact. And even when he completely ignores my implicit flirtations I keep trying. I actually dread passing through his subway station cuz there is a part of me that actually would love to run into him, but the other part of me doesn`t want too cuz it could be awkward. This Distance is actually making me want this guy more, which means I either gotta let dude know or just join the distance movement. Damn!

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